I'm having a very hard time right now wrapping my head around some issues I'm having with work and certain people in my life. Needless to say, I would appreciate the following:

Complete and total honesty. Tell it like it is, shut up, and move on. Don't feed me your current line of bullshit and expect me to believe it. I'm sick of the fake enthusiasm.

For you to step up and do your part. I'm the oldest of five children. I'm used to pulling the line and getting things in order. It's part of my personality and it's what makes me who I am. That being said, I am not your mother, your miracle worker, or your personal slave. Give a little bit more of yourself, like I've been doing for more than a fucking year and see how much happier I might be. Just a thought. But I know you won't do it.

A little personal time...like maybe the luxury of having an entire weekend to myself, for myself. What a fucking concept. Maybe that's selfish of me, but damn it, why shouldn't I be selfish when it comes to my life?

Some understanding. Even God didn't build the world in a day, what the hell do you expect of me? What I'm being forced to do right now, is not easy for me to do. I hate burning bridges and watching them slowly disintegrate. That being said, don't throw it in my face every chance you get. It breaks me in ways you don't and won't understand.