I've become very reflective today, and I can't help but think of how it's all your fault - in a good way.
My life never seems to twist or turn the way I would want it to, or even bend to my will. I suppose it's not supposed to happen that way. I don't know why I have the people in my life that I do. I don't know why God sent me to be with the parents I have, or with my co-workers, acquaintances or friends. I don't know how much of an impact people have in my life. A friend from years ago still lingers in my heart even though we haven't spoken in ages.
I don't know why you are in my life. Why we were pushed together through fate, or God, or whatever forces in the universe are at work...but for the first time, I can sit back and think about you and me and us and know everything will be okay.
I may not get what I want from this. In a lot of ways, I'm hindering my own wants and needs because of fear and doubt. I'm probably hindering you from what you want and need in your life. Please believe in me and keep me close. Please forgive me for the wrongs I commit, I promise I don't do them intentionally. I have big thick walls to climb over.
Though I fail in many things, though I am not a perfect person...I want to be and you make that come out, even if you don't see it.